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Sep. 15th, 2003 07:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zana16Due to a traumatic picture, I have been wincing and hypochondriac all day. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWW. Dude, I'm really hard to squick. This picture was truly ick.
So, yeah, I'm traumatized. And overworked and underpaid. And pissed at the asshole who thought it was funny to traumatize me. And pissed at LJ for changing things so that I can't figure out how to get rid of some of my overrides.
After three years of knowing all the people in SSFFS and never going to a meeting, I actually went to a SSFFS meeting last Friday. And they wanted to draft me for organizing a Rocky Horror showing. Eek!
Hung out with Beth and friends Sat night. I really wasn't into going, I was in a sluggish just-want-to-sit-at-home-and-feel-mildly-miserable mood, but it turned out to be lots of fun. I realized I have been starved for human contact. Cuddling almost brought tears to my eyes cause I was so lonely all last year. I didn't have any cuddly friends. I learned about culture and art and all that great stuff, but the fundamental flaw in the whole experience was the lack of good friends. I never want to be back in a situation like that again.
In other news, I started French tutoring today. Only one person came, but I get paid for all 4 hours I was there.
So, yeah, I'm traumatized. And overworked and underpaid. And pissed at the asshole who thought it was funny to traumatize me. And pissed at LJ for changing things so that I can't figure out how to get rid of some of my overrides.
After three years of knowing all the people in SSFFS and never going to a meeting, I actually went to a SSFFS meeting last Friday. And they wanted to draft me for organizing a Rocky Horror showing. Eek!
Hung out with Beth and friends Sat night. I really wasn't into going, I was in a sluggish just-want-to-sit-at-home-and-feel-mildly-miserable mood, but it turned out to be lots of fun. I realized I have been starved for human contact. Cuddling almost brought tears to my eyes cause I was so lonely all last year. I didn't have any cuddly friends. I learned about culture and art and all that great stuff, but the fundamental flaw in the whole experience was the lack of good friends. I never want to be back in a situation like that again.
In other news, I started French tutoring today. Only one person came, but I get paid for all 4 hours I was there.