did i ever tell you about the time i invoked a deity *by accident*?

[zana16]

Had stomach cramps for months that time...

Sometimes I wish life wouldn't hit me over the head with my weaknesses.

I figure if I'm ever in a good marriage it'll be a lot like Buddhism is for me today: it'll be good and healthy and stabilizing for me so that I know I have to stay, even though I'll want to run screaming from the hard parts every day. The hard parts where I have to face myself. I've gotten so good at running away that I'm not sure I know how to stay and negotiate new terms.

/cryptic

want to curl in a ball and read fanfiction under the covers. dharma isn't an escape anymore, and it's scaring the fuck out of me. i hate it when the gods decide it's time to give me a kick in the ass in the right direction.

Comments

[imaginarycircus.livejournal.com]

Hello there Samsara.

[zana16.livejournal.com]

yurrrgh. samsara sucks!