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[zana16]

I am in a bad mood. Why, you ask? Or you don't, but I'll tell you anyways. I have this fucking paper to write, I want to finish epicyclical's Harry Potter fic, and I have my period for the first time since October. I really don't know how people can deal with having this every month. I used to be able to accept it, but now it is just disgusting to me. I feel like such a guy.

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god being a girl sucks

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My hormones subsided several days ago, at least in theory they should have, and yet still, apply a little stress and by the end of the day I'm crying, god being a girl sucks. I opened your LJ page and Aaron asked if I was telling you that he was a clod for not marrying me now, I told him I was telling you I was a clod for wanting him to marry me so soon, nevertheless, I'm deranged and because of how many psych texts I'ved read I'm hard to work with. He told me that for the last several months his father thought we were living together, that he wasn't happy but dealing, it made me feel so much worse about him saying we weren't. I though the lie was to keep us floating financially, but there's some other reason. Last night he asked if I would feel better if we went to a lawyer and got our engagement notarised, but we still couldn't tell anyone...there are so few rights given fiancee's, I don't see much difference.
I pointedly forgot to file my taxes this year...I'm so confused, do I claim myself or not...basically I should but if my father claimed me, they'll go with whoever claimed me first...and I don't want to talk to him, how do I file the HOPE form, there are so many new forms for being in college and low income and the IRS forgot to send me a booklet this year, and I only got one of the IIT forms the day before I left for Texas, because they sent it to my parents...that's a little over three months late, how could I even figure out the new complications then? Anyway, I'm screwed, because I'm a couple weeks late for filing as it is, and I'm going to have to pay taxes on over $20,000 of scholarship money, in addition to what I earned teaching and in George's lab and interest, there's no way I've got a spare $4,000 for the IRS right now.

Re: god being a girl sucks

[zana16.livejournal.com]

Maybe he could tell his father, since the guy was dealing? Compromise is good. And you'd probably feel better knowing the engagement was official, if nothing else. Sorry I can't help you with taxes, I know nothing. Take care of yourself, sweetie. I love you.