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[zana16]

Went shopping with Laura and friends today!! Bought many videos cheap, looked around an antiques shop, tried on all the leather coats at the thrift store and talked myself out of buying a wok for $3--it's not like I'd use it in the next year--then went to Webs, which has yarn yarn yarn yarn yarn in huge huge quantities. Like, warehouse quantities. Think a large warehouse then triple the size. I was quite impressed. Also quite impressive: I spent money. It was so odd.

Watched Bend it Like Beckham with some Tylerites today. Apparently, P doesn't hate me. Either that or she's very good at pretending to be civil. Sally said it's mostly in my head, and that P thinks I don't like her, which is a bit of a mindfuck in the wait, there are people who are more insecure about such things than me? way.

Ian is in a halfway house, has been clean for three weeks. He's easing off the methodone, getting our hopes back up again... I'm trying not to get myself too invested in this. A few months ago we were sure we'd never see him alive again. How can my childhood hero be brought down by his own intensity?

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Yes, I think with P this could be easily mistakable. I wasn't sure whether she was all that fond of me either but social signals are strange and relative. There was a pretty red leather trench coat in there too that I was wondering whether it had found a home. Must go back and see at some point just in case it wants to live with me.