![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
(no subject)
Feb. 17th, 2006 06:42 pmI like my body better now that I've started exercising. It hasn't changed any, I just like it better. Maybe cause I don't look at it and feel guilty constantly. I dunno. I hope this lasts. It's been a long time since I've had any positive thoughts about my body.
Easing myself into the "get in shape" thing, and not allowing myself to change my eating habits any, because I went down the eating disorder path and what did bulimia give me except now a compulsive eating disorder, which will kill me slightly slower than bulimia. So I'm not doing diet, I'm doing exercise. That is the plan. And not allowing myself to be obsessive about it or set absurd goals. Still, the liking myself thing? Definitely a plus.
Easing myself into the "get in shape" thing, and not allowing myself to change my eating habits any, because I went down the eating disorder path and what did bulimia give me except now a compulsive eating disorder, which will kill me slightly slower than bulimia. So I'm not doing diet, I'm doing exercise. That is the plan. And not allowing myself to be obsessive about it or set absurd goals. Still, the liking myself thing? Definitely a plus.
