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[zana16]

Dammit. Have just spent the evening reading fanfiction. Bad fanfiction, at that. I thought I had weaned myself off of this. Obviously my addiction to procrastination is just enabling a relapse.

My Daddy bought me an umbrella. We finally found the Whately Diner, which was cool. I had French toast for a late lunch. We kept talking about Marx and Durkheim and the trucker at the table next to us kept shooting us odd looks. He had the most beautiful eyes, though, and if I hadn't been there with my father I'd probably have flirted. Ha. Yeah, right.

Went to bed at 3, had a 9 am meeting in the library... only the library isn't open until 10 on Sundays. Got soaked. Beth, give me me back my f*ing umbrella. Actually, don't. My dad left his. I then proceeded to sleep through most of the meeting. The others were remarkably nice about this and woke me at 11:30.

Have just reconfirmed that I have utterly no interest in BDSM at all. Not a turn-on. Probably the best way to test this is not in the Harry Potter fandom, but that's about as close as I'm willing to get to reality these days.

Still have to do the reading and write the paper for tomorrow. At least it isn't infinite differentiable Euclidean manifolds. Just Durkheim and Lenin. *sob*

Want to go to India in January. Know that I will have a breakdown as soon as I come back if I do. Also know that I will have a lesser breakdown in the middle of January when the boredom (ie, depression) hits if I don't. Damn them for enabling my binge lifestyle.

Want to be shallow and happy. Unfortunately, with me, I can't have the one without the other.

pashabird, call me? I worry when you're away for too long. And don't go off and get married without me there. I'm gonna be a bridesmaid, dammit!

Comments

[emilys677.livejournal.com]

Instead of reading Harry Potter fan fic, you could probably have figured it out just from reading my lj :-)

[revolution1917.livejournal.com]

you're lucky... whenever I mention marxism, my dad starts talking about the catholic church.... shoot me

[zana16.livejournal.com]

Is there a connection between the two? Does he think there's a connection? Hmmm.

[revolution1917.livejournal.com]

no, he just tried to make me a catholic and was disapointed that I became a marxist

[pashabird.livejournal.com]

I don't have your number again. I suppose I could do what I did the other summer and harrass the poor receptionists until they give up your number. That was sort of fun, in a demented way. They were so bent on not telling me.
Aaron's come around a bit, he's going to feel out his mom this Christmas and see if it would be okay to announce the engagement, and then it'd be a year and a half before the actual wedding. Since I don't even see planning and such becoming plausable until a little over a year after making the announcement, I'm totally giving in to the couple months since it makes sense to be 21 instead of a couple months short of legal to toast.

[zana16.livejournal.com]

I left you a message with my number; I hope I didn't leave it on a random person's voicemail. Oh, well. 413/585-7889. I'll try to give you a call as well, since I have a prepaid card. I miss you!

[pashabird.livejournal.com]

Will call sometime soonish. Was about to say tomorrow evening, but tomorrow is Aaron's and my official one year anniversary, so it might depend on how the evening's going...otherwise you'll get a call Thursday.
*Hugs*